why do i blank..?

[The People]

That's the dissociation. It is automatic pilot like we learned all of those years ago. I remember when we used to exercise a lot. Sometimes we would get soooo angry when we reached a certain level. A man we didn't even know said it was just the fight or flight. The brain has been sooooo programmed to go that way with adrenalin. It cannot differentiate b/t old type adrenalin and modern type adrenalin. So I go flight or fight which in some cases is figt and anger. Dissociating is a firm of flight. My thoughts.