Anger

[MakersDozn]

(01-13-2014, 12:11 PM)tweeter Wrote: Charity, you are doing something even if it feels the same.
I read two recent posts you wrote [....]

From what I've read, you're working very hard even if it might not look like you are. You have a history of denial, and there could be lapses. By writing here and admitting what you did and what you needed in another post, you showed on your end some of the progress made that T was referring to. You have a ways to go, and I think you have good leadership. At some point you can take another step.

Please forgive me for not having the energy to reply to more that this one part of what you wrote. We're up far later than we should be, and....What you say above is true. I do have a history of denial. And our T says that I am making progress even if I don't see it.

On some level I've always wanted to be a leader. On the inside, at least. But it's been hard to balance this out with reasonable expectations of people and situations--and myself. I have a lot to think about.

Thanks and take care,

Charity