frustrated with T

[Cammy]

TW: It never fails, does it? When the spit really starts to hit the spam, when you really need someone who knows the history of things in order to really understand the impact and huge significance of what is going on with us right now, that's the moment the universe picks to put us with a near stranger. A stranger who can't possibly know what this all means to us...has no idea of the enormity or immensity or overwhelming size of what we are trying to deal with. Why? Because he/she wasn't there before and hasn't got the facts, the pieces, hasn't heard what needed to be heard so that all this now can make sense or carry it's proper weight or urgency. Where does that leave us? Standing alone on the mountaintop, again alone, screaming at the sky and feeling like no one or nothing can hear us.

Here at MM, we DO hear, but the one you really needed to hear you just wasn't placed in your life at the right time. Probably means little in comparison to how you're feeling right now, but we understand the extreme frustration, the sense of aloneness, the massive sense of feeling misunderstood and the enormous feeling of loss that happens at times like this.

Sending you good feelings and hopes for things to get better. Wish we could do so much more. Igraine.