frustrated with T

[dragonfairy]

SS to hear of all the really hard emotions and things going on in your life right now TW. Wish there was a magic wand that would make it all so much easier. Starting over with a new T is never easy to begin with let alone at a time when you need them to understand you and your situation the most! We agree with some of the others about the writing as sometimes that is the only way we feel like we really can get out what we want to say out of our head and heard but if you are not ready to give her that kind of letter yet you just take your time until you are comfortable and can do it in your own time.
Just remember there are alot of us on here that do care and are great listeners if you feel you need someone to talk to or to vent about something. Never the same as a face to face chat with a friend but can sometimes help when things get hard and you just want a friend to talk to.
We have found friends amongst us here that we know when we really need to talk all we have to do is come here and post and we will be heard and sometimes that truly means more then anything in the world!
We are glad you were able to share with us what you are going through now and we hope that it gets better in time as you and this new T get to know one another more.
In the mean time try to reach out to anyone that you may have that you are close to around you or as we said to those of us here in this group as we feel we all really do care about one another a great day.
Positive vibes being sent your way today for a good outcome