Devastated- contains talk of death

[Silent Society]

My therapist is dying. Some of you may remember that I posted some time ago that he has lung cancer. I have been working with this therapist for over 13 years. He believed that I was multiple long before anyone was willing to talk to him that the outside was aware of although inside ones did talk to him and the outside one did not know about it.
We have made incredible progress lately as far as knowing what happened to us to cause the multiplicity. We now know about the abuse that occurred for so long and then realized that there was another instance of abuse that occurred later by someone we should have been able to trust.
Anyway, my therapist is dying and we are devastated and terrified. We still get to see him, but have no idea how long this will be able to continue. Treasuring every visit. Realizing it will not last much longer.
We have support lined up for when he can no longer meet, but it will not be as often as we meet with him. Scared about that too. Not sure how we will make it. Just wanted you here to know.

Silent S