Anger with God

[WendyLee]

I am angry for being taught in sunday school that god or a religious figure would come help and/or save me if I prayed hard enough..... I am still waiting, and I still am p*ssed!!! I also got ridiculed by my nasty older sister for even talking about church stuff even tho' she went too. Sooooo confusing!

I am glad some people get comfort in their faith, and I have read that to have a comforting relationship with god, most ppl have had at least one loving presence in childhood....no so for me. In fact, except for my 2 DSes that I hold at arm's length, I have never had a healthy adult relationship or close friend.