Should I face him?

[The People]

My opinion? Based on that last statement it does not sound as if you are ready. Some of us are never ready. A church p*rp has a different hold on us than others. Not just my opinion. Won't get into the whys here. Perhaps that is why it is hardest to let go of him. I tried to face that aspect of my past and got nowhere. I was devastated and the timing sucked. But sometimes I just obsess and obsess as I did during the last holiday. My present goal in T (we haven't started working on it yet) is to find ways to let that part go. Like you I have come to terms (most of the time) with the others. With him there is a dark cloak that drops onto me when I even think of him. Would I be able to face him? Will never get the chance but my littles don't want to anyway and it is important that everyone is ready to do so. Just my opinion. I did try to face the male PU even though he was in a nursing home with his brain crumbling. An attendant wheeled him out of his room and I ran.