Talked to partner about diagnosis

[57thomas]

Well I've been worried sick for a month about how to talk to my partner about this, and tonight he brought it up at dinner. He asked what my diagnosis was, and i said "PTSD" and he said "...and...?" and i said "that's what I'm having the psych eval on Tues for". Then he made some ugly comments about MPD and i about fell through the floor. I told him that was one of the possibilities, and he spent the rest of the evening disagreeing and trying to invalidate everything i said to him as i tried to explain it. I know he's just in denial, but i just felt so alone and unsupported. And i don't trust him to not tell everyone we know either. Now I'm just numb.