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[57thomas]

Hang in there. I know how easy it is to get into thinking that the way it is right now is how it always is and always will be (sometimes that seems like a mantra for me), but it really is only temporary. I'm sure there's a lot of the last 36 years that has been good, even great, you just can't think of it now because of the present pain. Maybe you need a change of scenery to change your perspective? It works for me sometimes. Just do something different, unexpected, out of the ordinary.