More hurt

[The People]

We got dxd with the beginning of osteoarthritis yesterday Which means the pain we have been having is not going to go away. Ever

And yesterday in T we started talking about all of the secondary wounding we sustained over the years. Swords drawn by so called professionals who sliced and diced us when they were going to be helping us. So much of that. f*ck it hurts. Really rough shape getting home last night. And guess the cut on our leg from a cardboard box of all things is healing. We have 10 stitches. Did it 2 days ago. Hurt when I got up this am. Close to tears here. Have een going to T since late 20s. The body is almost 56. When does it all stop? What do we have to show for our life?