do we have to integrate?

[angel with wings]

no you don't have to integrate. I realized that to myself. my T asked me if I wanted to, I said no because all my alters wanted a voice and needed to be heard. I was talking to a friend about it and as I was talking, I realized something. I don't want to integrate because this is who I am and it has always been this way. I think to integrate will change me somehow. I like who I am for the first time ever cause I finally know who I am. I wish to stay this way.