therapy

[Tangled Web]

Thanks guys.
T didn't go as well as I thought it would I don't understand what I am doing wrong. It feels like I am doing this wrong and I really don't get it.
I was excited and scared all at the same time but also felt hopeful like I had finally did something good to help us in the journey................I was trying so hard.
But it didn't turn out like expected. I don't know what I expected actually ...........bt I know I was disappointed.
I guess part of it was I expected her to show me that she understood how this was such a big deal for me to do, but I ended up feeling like she expected me to do this. Like it wasn't any big deal, like it was an expectation and she was just waiting around for me to do this.........which made me feel like I don't know................angry is one word and I am sure there are others..........
I am very confused.
Tangled