comment on blame..

[Downtherabbithole]

I understand u weren't blaming the child victim. I guess it's cause I've been no better at dealing with creaps or preditors day at ages 29 than I did as a kid that I think blame comes so readily just as preditors n dodgy ppl seem to, like I attract them somehow, another reason for self blame. I have just had a thought. Maybe the reason I havnt been able to deal any better with dodgy ppl or unwanted advances or attackers now than when was a kid, could that be because the one triggered is a kid n is thus the one taking the further ab¥se n attacks even if body is in 20's responds as a child would because that part that takes the stuff is a child.... Hm maybe I've been so used to thinking I was a one person for so long and didn't understand or accept that being a many person is different than a one person n I shouldn't expect myself to react as a one person would. ... Does that make sense at all? ..