Should I face him?

[Downtherabbithole]

You mean if stop responding when people speak to me, crying, shaking, hyperventilating. You mean acting out like that. I suppose I could try that but if I turned up with someone over protective might raise suspicions especially when only person could take said she didn't know that she wouldn't want to beat crap out of him if she ever came accross him for what did to me. She's the one I confided in when I didn't know what to think n was still there. She went to a different church. But she was friend from ages ago. Only other person who would of been able to ask if shed still been there left ages ago for her own reasons for her to appear same day I did would def raise suspicions. I'm safer unnoticed. At least as unnoticed as possible.