When you screw up an appt or whatever

[The People]

Tomorrow I go for the 4th attempt to have an ultrasound. Slept through first time, went to wrong place second time and as we were stuck behind a train there was no point in even trying to get to the other place. 3rd time right place wrong time... and today we cannot find the paper for the test order. I remember her writing the date and time on paper. Handing it to me. I was so distressed. I have a new doctor who is very patient with us and trying to understand but we frustrate ourselves. It is like when we screw up we just keep adding cars to the out of control train and expect that somebody will just explode at us like they did at the last place where we lived. Comments? I need a worker.