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[Tangled Web]

So here is the thing...........my T wants to take things to the next level with us. She told me that if I email her information she wants to start talking about it in our sessions. She said it is good I can write about things and that is the first step but now she wants to start talking about what is written and sent to her. Now here lies the problem.............I don't talk about things. I write about them. I don't know how to talk about things. I feel like I have ran smack dap into a brick wall. Needless to say I have stopped emailing her. I don't even know where to start. I have tried looking at this and have tried to wrap my head around her suggestion and I have tried to get ourselves ready to start the talking but nothing...............absolutely nothing..........like I am starring into a black hole and see nothing. I think well there is just nothing to say, which I know is not true but that is how it feels. I see nothing, I hear nothing, it is almost like I know nothing, which I also know is not true. I don't know how to do this. I have absolutely no idea how to even look at it. Nothing is there anymore. How do just start talking about stuff? I have no idea.
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