Therapy................

[Tangled Web]

Thanks mosaic. I have been thinking about that also, telling my T about my reservations about her meeting the others. Things have ben going well with her and I didn't want to mess it up. Not sure if that makes any sense, but that is what comes to mind when I think about telling her about how I feel on that subject. Things have been flowing so well and I have been so open with her, but now all I feel like ..........I open my mouth to talk and nothing comes out. The words have been taken.

I just figured something out, I think. I am used to handing T's these neatly wrapped boxes after I have figured things out on my own and then I will explore it with them then. I never go in and get them to help me to me figure things out, and let them help me get that solid base with them. So maybe that is what you are describing here, that is a very new concept. Talk to her about how I am feeling, even though I have no solution in sight or all of the words to describe it, it is just all in a mess. So try to just hand her over the mess that is in front of me.
I will think about this some more and see if I can figure out what that would look like. And I do feel we all have a say in what happens with our new T and she does respect that.
I guess I was just trying to figure out a way to move forward with her suggestions and was looking for a way to get around the gorge without having to look at it. I didn't want to have to give myself permission to say no I don't want to do that with her yet. I wanted to be ready, I wanted to keep moving forward, but you are right. They are not ready for this ( I don't think they are). Well it is safe to say I am NOT ready for this. Thank you for your feedback.
your friend
Tangled (Emma)