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nats, Now I remember where the "thought loop" thing arose. It started when I realized that if I learned something wrong, it was very hard for me to correct, especially if it was part of a sequence (like a transition in a martial arts form). I had the same trouble with math sequences of actions, playing music, remembering lines for a play. It's like a broken record. Once I came to the same spot where a lapse in memory or mistake was made, I wouldn't remember the correction, and continue to mess up the same ways (and know it). Been like this as long as I can remember.
I don't know whether it was inborn and mild, then reinforced by ridicule or trauma, or a product of childhood stress altogether. My guess. It's probably the former.

Someone told me how to overcome it, and it worked easily, but I can't find where I wrote it down. Fact is, it's possible for. I'd love to know where I put that info. I think it has to do with where I begin again to affect a correction. It's not at the beginning of the thing. That's doomed.

In college, one of my teachers told me I had a learning disorder even though I was very smart. He didn't know what it was. I'm not dyslexic.
On the other hand, I seem to have other abilities, and well, I can't fuss over this. Doesn't make any difference at this point. It's all a done deal.

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