Scared, Skeptical, and have no idea

[Tangled Web]

We just finished with a T who has never had any experience dealing DID either and started over. She was helpful in many ways and I did learn from her. I couldn't get to a level I needed to be at with her so I decided to move on and got tired of hearing the words that she has never done this before. I think when you say that maybe it is time to find out what "HER" goal is was a warning for me. This isn't about "her" goals, its about your and what you want. Maybe that should be the next step is trying to figure that out imo. I do understand the fear thing very well and wanting to know but not wanting to know and how ignoring the others only works for a short time and in my experience usually ends up making things worse. I also cannot make anyone come out on command. If they don't want to talk then they don't talk no matter how often or how many times they are called. I hope you find what you are looking for. And the anxiety lessons for you.
TW