Go AWAY!

[Cammy]

I get this way at Xhristmas. All the build up and media crap starts months ahead. By December 15th or so I can't get out of bed...hurt, mad, depressed, traumatized, pissed off, thinking about the 'normals' and their smiley lives all making me feel so far away from everything and everyone...so outside and never to be let in. For you all of this hype and noise must just feel like a tidal wave of triggers. I'm sorry it makes you feel so bad...so very, very miserable. Can I quietly sit with you...just to be here?