Another day of struggling

[Cammy]

Been working four days now. Big shock physically after doing nothing for so long (in bed two years, then sitting on the bed for another year or so), but we think it's good for us...especially that it puts structure in our day. But tired...holy smokes SO TIRED. This will take some getting used to. I race home so I can just get stuff done so I can just go to bed. It was only supposed to be part time, but they really needed me to be there full time right now due to personnel crisis. Didn't want to say no. Really am in a financial crunch at present.

Hope the body can handle it. Tonight Im SO tired I feel nauseated. This is normal, right? Some shared experiences would really help with the anxiety right now. Fatigue to the point of vomiting type stories would be good. I can start to freak over the weirdest stuff. Thanks all for helping calm this down for me. Igraine et al.