could be triggering

[Cammy]

Honestly, I think that would be the best thing for you to do. I don't know how hard it will be to find the right situation for yourself, but if you stay where you are you are going to keep being personally harmed, probably on a daily basis. Removing yourself to a job that is a better match might make a big difference in how you're feeling. It's important you take care of yourself first and foremost.