Another day of struggling

[Cammy]

DF...well said. Those are my sentiments exactly. Walk a mile in another person's shoes. It would certainly make pharmacists and doctors a lot more careful and less cavalier about situations similar to mine. If only they knew the huge impact of their actions, inactions, oversights and such had on the lives of real people.

Today my clinic straightened out the whole mess for me. They never received anything from the pharmacy so it's one of those fax machine electronic Bermuda triangle mysteries. Typical. All I know is that I almost had to call 911 this morning as I was that close to physical collapse. I have since received the proper medication and will be doing a lot of resting for a few days. I feel a bit more stable, but quite weak, sick, shaky, and of course extremely tired after being up for 4 days. I plan to be very kind to myself...sleep, fluids, nutrition...hopefully that will repair some of the damage. I know I'm supposed to see my T tomorrow...he is going to s*it when he sees what the cat dragged in. I look like road k*ll...euw! Can't be helped and I'm not even going to attempt to do the makeup thing for this mess. It is what it is.