Hello...confused

[Cammy]

(03-05-2013, 03:56 PM)Igraine Wrote:

(03-05-2013, 06:14 AM)nats Wrote: hi Igraine (love the name by the way),
we're similar with a hyper-functional public persona and a 'bit of moodiness'. most of our people find daily life extremely dull and ignore it entirely unless there is an interesting crisis going on (e.g. ).

so, professionals don't see the inner reality and just have to go on what they see on the surface. someone who spent 20yrs with you is more likely to know than someone new.

take care and hope to see you around the forums!

Nats...thank you for your reply. I feel better reading your words and less uncertain that I am what I am. Wish I could stuff these doubters in my head for five minutes so they could experience it for themselves. They'd be screaming to get out in 30 seconds I'll bet. I guess it's really hard for a mono mind to even conceive what this is like..sort of like us 3D humans trying to imagine what the 5th dimension is like. Thanks again Nats for caring enough to reply. It meant a great deal to me. Igraine.

Update: now that I'm doing the CBT the strangest thing is happening: my others were often very nebulous to me. For some reason, the CBT has brought then all into sharper focus. For the first time I can really identify individuals. I feel closer to my others than I ever have before. Who have guessed? Igraine.