Tapped Out

[Melody]

I've been in a deep depression lately!!! I'm finding out that I have more and more inside people, and they've been coming out very fast and close together. By the te I get finished working with one, another comes out. It's starting to get extremely overwhelming. I have 157 total and five new ones have come out in the last month. I haven't been able to see my therapist in several months which means I'm having to deal with this pretty much ALONE! I have a friend that helps me all she can but I know better than unload all this stuff on her. My husband used to be a big support but he's really overwhelmed because he can't "fix" me. I'm just really tired this all wears me out because I'm trying to put up a front to others that I am normal. I don't share the fact that I have d.i.d. With only a couple people. I'm trying to maintain two worlds and I am so tired, depressed, and I feel very, very alone. My husband wants me to be happy because he can't handle my depression. So I try to put on a front for him and try not to let him see me struggle. I try to hold back my tears when he is around and cry when he's not. If you have any suggestions or advice please don't hesitate.