It has been a long time

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Many years ago I was an active member of this community and an admin. I believe this community and all the support I recieved here helped me achieve things I never would have otherwise. My system was and still is the LFS Littlest Fifi System. The bodies name is Felicia and we have a collection of inside people of all ages. I was diagnosed with MPD when I was in my early twenties. The body is now 44. I have been married 14 years and have 2 children. 1 adopted Matt who will turn 17 in February. He is a suvivor of abuse and also has been dianosed with Autism among other alphabet soup like RAD and ADD and Harrison who is not adopted and just turned 8. I left here without saying goodbye and just disppeared. That was wrong and for that I am sorry. I struggled after Harrison was born and was unable to ask for help. I went into a tailspin and had one internal shift after another. Having Harrison triggered us in a way adopting Matt did not. I have been in Intensive out patient twice in the last 2 years and am doing better. I have held the same job for 16 now and was just made COO of my division. I never thought I could achieve much. I have been missing a sense of community and searched for it on facebook. I have thought of this place many times but was too ashamed to come back. Today I decided to at least post and say hi. I have to say there is something still comforting about this place. Hi to all that are here.