therapy issues...

[My_horse_is_my_therapist]

I actually have smething that I call 'my hallway' in my head. I didn't put it there, i think someone else did. It just showed up one day and it's always with me.
I don't have a therapist, and no meds worked, so living and working in very remote areas was a huge risk I took and it worked... in conjunction with this bloody hallway.
it's a white corridor with lots of green doors with round silver knobs and i know some i can't open and some i can. some feel dangerous and they are locked, and i have no curiosity to go through them, but some i can look at and feel okay. it's really strange. but I'm glad for it.

i really hope that doesn't sound completely arrogant! :S sorry if it does!