Vent of the Day

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(08-17-2012, 01:27 PM)MakersDozn Wrote: Dear co-worker,

Profanity and use of middle fingers

F*ck you and the overbearing, self-important, workaholic horse you rode in on.

Laura and others

Once I could unlock the box, I heard you loud and clear.

I have the same sentiments behind the melancholy I feel about fm trying to l*re me to his house with food, cute stores and whatever else he can think of. He wants me to be back in my cage, only I'd never get out of this one. I don't need it. It comes on the heels of my letting him know again that the name change is necessary for me to establish myself as an individual, because outsiders see a depth of relationship that doesn't exist. What I don't mention is that he has the same problem, cause he's a sick puppy. Because of that I'm sure there will be a reaction to the actual change. The latest lure that I got via email last night will probably be followed by a thr**t, because I refused the carrot. I told him over the phone recently that I don't want to visit his desert luxury home again. I'm not happy there, in that area, and have no interest in his friends. It was a friendly communication. I wish he would just leave it, but he won't. He's becoming the bf, as is his way. The friendship will end in fact. I hope I have found my way to something else, honestly and sincerely involved, by the time that happens. There's one way this progress would occur that would make me happy. I remain in motion, and learning what went wrong with me. Sometimes one just fails, knowing and Feeling the reasons for it too late........... I can't begin over. I need to fix some of what went wrong, a relationship I need to fix. I might just have to settle for changing my name and holding it in my heart as a token of how a special someone made me feel about my self.
I'm safe. I'm fighting back, very quietly.

your friend,
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