Reintroducing myself/ourselves *I* & Loss

[Katz Krew]

Hi Sharon,

I didn't feel anything really. I didn't even realize we had *I*'d til one day I woke up realizing that Katie, our 5yr old, was no longer separate. That made me realize others insiders were also no longer separate. It was easy and very natural. No one really said good bye. They just melted all together. Not scared at all. A bit sad (still get that way sometimes) when I realized Katie wasn't separate but she's really the only one I "miss" and I don't even really miss her cause she's part of me instead of separate. It was like everyone just melted into one big ocean. I'm very happy and am glad it happened that way. No struggles, just no longer a need to be separate I guess.

I'm sorry it made you cry. I really never wanted to *I*. Always said "no way, no need" but then, after it happened I was happy. Either way I was happy. I feel like I would be a winner regardless of if we were separate or not. I just feel like I'm more well rounded is all. They are with me cause they are me.

I hope this makes you feel better. Please feel free to ask anything you want to know. I think the scariness (at least for myself) was that I didn't understand the process of *I*-ing. Now that I've gone through it it seems very easy, natural and gentle.

<3
Jamie for Katz Krew