Feeling Lost

[Tangled Web]

Thank you everyone for your support. Things are starting to get a little better I think for me. I have definitely gotten out of my head. When I stuck inside my head things always seem to go to hell and deteriorate awfully quickly.

Orek......Yes I am in therapy, and yes I was feeling she was part of the problem. She probably still is, but I haven't had time to do anything with it and I guess I am just hoping it will just go away.

I ended up throwing myself into work, it was the only way I knew how to cope or get myself out of this. I have been doing ALOT of overtime. Just got done working 72 hours in 7 days and I have 4 shifts more to go before the end of the week.......so I am felling completely exhausted now but not from the stuff going on inside my head....just from plain ole working which I am grateful for....., and to be honest I have absolutely no idea what is going on in my head at all anymore and I am actually kinda of thankful for that.

Thank you everyone for your responses and your support. I have to go and get ready now for work tomorrow 5am comes pretty early......