I need a nice, loving, kind vacation from life

[Tangled Web]

I have asked those very same questions more than once in my lifetime and still do at times. I know how discouraging it can feel when you are trying so hard to make your life better and all it seems to be getting is worse. All I can say is that it does get better and it does get worse. BUT there are times when the better really does out weigh the bad.

You need to start from within.....I know that is so much easier said than done, but I have learned that it is very true. I started with giving myself permission to grieve.......we lost so much in our lives and so many things have be taken from us that we can never ever get back, but what we can get back eventually is piece of mind and inner strength.

Taking a vacation from your life......that is a wonderful idea. I have done that.....I have created this wonderful world and just took a break.....a break from everything and it proved to me that I can indeed feel happiness........even if it was fake......Or maybe just a glimmer, I felt it and that gives me hope that I am able to feel genuine happiness, true happiness and I believe that I will find that one day in my life.
So I am sending you a rainibow far up in the sky with the tip of it lightly touching the big fluffy clouds that you can drift away on to your own happiness!

Emma