Anger with God

[The People]

Do you ever get mad at God because of how your life has been? I mean so angry that you cut yourself off from anything to do with church etc. There is still 'prayer' as two has long discussions with him on a regular basis; only one might compare it to her discussions with the kitties.

I don't know if there is a memory building up or if it is just sick of a life time of pain and heartache. It started at mother's Day. A day that becomes more difficult each year and brought MT stuff with it this year. Stuff that explained a lot of things but was still horrible. Maybe deep down we figure God is punishing us like in the old testament but the part of mew that is rational about the whole thing doesn't believe in that sort of God.

Anyway, feedback would be appreciated and if you happen top be talking to HIM could you please ask him to answer me!