How old were you when you first told? MT

[The People]

Talk of SA. No details.
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I am watching 'Mom.' The daughter is dealing with a r&pe from 16 years earlier.

As a child there was nobody to tell because anybody that I should have been tell had hurt me. Well, once when I was 3-4I did tell my sister "Daddy hurt me." She told me to go to sleep.

Things happened with peers in plain view of friends. Nobody said a word. Long after I went into T something happened. I told my friends and they didn't believe me. I never went to a doctor right away because I thought I was just drunk and switched. When I finally got a doctor to examine me he treated me like he was putting out the trash.

It took years and years of T before that first memory broke through. It was just the knowledge. When alternate T asked if I had an idea who it might be I named a neighbour. My initial cue was... nevermind. I was right but he wasn't the first full memory.