Too much anger

[phoenix22]

I hate people coming to my house too but think this is more to do with a kind of obsessional need for privacy than anything else.
My mother was so OCD about cleaning...she made our lives a misery tbh and I vowed when my children were small never to be like that..they could get their toys out etc..not live in the sterile soulless environment I grew up in.
My sister and brother turned out like my mother..they are OCD too..and must look at me as if I'm lazy . I've come to terms with this. My house is never dirty but is lived in..by me and my lovely dog and my many houseplants and anything else I can rescue..
I think this is a better way to live.