Question for anyone who is reading

[The People]

MT. Talk of potential death and children. Very sad. Doctors are *ss holes.

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3As you went through life, especially the pre-dx years, are sections of your life frozen in time? For example, one of the things that kept me going during the hardest years was being a Big Sister. I had several but only 2 stuck and I couldn't have loved them more if they were really my own children.

Both of them had struggles as adults but with one life was extremely brutal. her daughter contracted a disease at the age of 8 which destroyed her functioning. Doctors in Alberta did not test for Lyme Disease because once upon a time there were no records of it. So the child got sicker and sicker. Her mother was there for her day and night.

She no longer talks about this child now. On her facebook page. So I don't know if the child was forced to give up the fight. It is not exactly a question one can ask.

I am devastated though. For the child that I have never met and for the mother that I have loved forever. It is like I am a person with shoe boxes and each section of time comes out of its own accord. Without warning.