And Kaboom

[The People]

I am curious. When you have a memory pop up what sort of warning do you get? I have had something in my memory that may have just looked innocent for years. Only, over the years I have had many such memories and they all had connectors that I didn't want to remember.

Then there are the types that start with my having a weird dream with one vein of it being very weird. When I wake up I am in a fog until the parts of the dream fit into a picture.

ANd then there is the occasional, walk past something or someone that brings up a memory, complete with the need to vomit.

Today was the first type. It came with a headache caused by a late sleep caused by caffeine needs. I kept busy for a good part of the day. As I biked home tonight I thought of my eldest brother who was in the memory. It is too late for him to ever apologize as he has periods of psychosis. That doesn't stop me from wanting to fly back east and smash his face in. I thought I had let it go!!!?? Heading back to hide in The Castle