tired of being broke

[The People]

Since I stopped working everything is so hard. I need dental work, new glasses and I wear progressives that are not cheap in Canada. I need work done on my car if I need it to keep running. I got money for Christmas. Would have paid for new glasses. But the car had died and I am not ready to be without one.

I started working in grade 5. Stopped working at 55. Only unlike my friends with pensions etc. who started teaching at the same time I did only were successful at it. And married men who made lots of money so they could afford whatever they wanted.

Life sucks. I want something to work out for a change.

On Saturday I walked for charity. I had friends donate money for a walk that I did. I am not even proud of it. I just figure I will be one of those homeless people in a few years so it is at least something I can get a head start on.

Someone like me cannot go back to work.I will be 60 this year.I would work myself out of my pension only to crash and burn from all of the health issues that I have.