I will never have that`

[The People]

While not everybody likes me in 3D a lot of people do. And I like them, some more than others. Who do I love? My cat. And I loved my friends' kids when they were kids but I don't see them anymore. And don't talk to their parents. They suck.

The other day I was watching Ellen (TV) celebrate her 60th birthday. Her wife came on and talked about how much it meant for Ellen in her life. Knowing that she loved her and always have her back.

I have never had that. I will never have that. I have been off for the last few days. I think that is why. It sucks. Without this little cat my life would be empty. There is so much difference between really caring about someone and allowing them to love you. To trust them to have your back.