Need to stop texting with sister

[The People]

Before Christmas I thanked my eldest sister for being there when I was a small child. She said I was her little girl. We have continued on but it is stilted and I cannot do it anymore. It upsets me the way she protects Dad for trying.She was gone with kids of her own when he was at his worst. She said "she must be coming out of a psychosis" when it came out about FOO secrets. I cannot forget that. Don't want to. And I don't want to pretend.

Also angry.