Loosely quoting from a novel

[The People]

For me it is as if they are all the same age as they were when I slammed the door shut on them. I cannot even remember how old I am sometimes.(well how old body is). And I need to peek through the keyhole to see if anything has changed. After all. on TV family is all about forgiveness. My FOO tends to stick a dirty finger back through and into my eye.