How does one keep believing

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It's the toughest question for me, also, why did I have to suffer, continue to suffer? What kind of God allows the abusers to walk this earth? I keep hanging onto hope and keep trying to learn and follow my heart on my spiritual journey. Oddly enough, like The People, I went to church for the first time in forever and I liked it. A small, simple country church. We like the people there and the pastor is old and wise.