Can't forgive T

[Tangled Web]

My T was a social worker back in those times and the laws changed in the late 80's. She went back to school and got her masters so she could be a T and get out of the field awhile ago. I already know and have the information of what is different now than back then. It doesn't change anything. Thanks for the suggestion though.
We were institutionalized when we were 12-13 because the step mother thought we were crazy after we watched our step-brother die(motorcycle accident)-didn't know at that time that what was happening to us was wrong. We thought it was "normal" We had to see this social worker and were answering her questions one day and told her some things that led to us meeting another social worker from F&CS who did a home investigation--this was how we met this SW that caused so much damaged. Needless to say after that the step-mother pulled us from there and brought us home again. Speaking the truth and telling the secrets was completely forbidden-what happened behind closed doors was suppose to stay there.

Saying sorry and hearing that from T just doesn't cut it........How do we trust and keep a connection with someone after they tell you they probably couldn't have done any better????????????? especially after all the times she has convinced many of the younger ones that she would of protected them. Then to hear those words fall out of her mouth..........it is just unbelievable the amount of devastation it has caused.