HELD HOSTAGE

[Harmony White]

I am Melody the host. For eight years me and the strongest protector Alonzo and I have worked hand in hand to protect and guide the system. Recently he has done a 180 and not in a good way. He has turned against me. He has locked up the others and has taken them hostage. He won't let them talk to me and threatens to push me inside and take over. I don't understand what has happened to him. I've tried to reason with him and so has my therapist, my husband, and my best friend but we are getting nowhere. Last night he tried to take over and my grounding techniques were not working well. I felt like I was going to lose control and that he was going to hurt me. But I did get through it. However I am extremely frustrated. I am out of ideas. Does anyone have any ideas or suggestions. I FEEL DESPERATE!!! Please help if you can. My world is upside down. Thanks