Triggered

[Tangled Web]

Today our first day back to work. It was so crazy and busy.
We got two new people to our unit that we work on.
We find out this one resident had their child taken away when the child was yrs old due to her wife's husband sexually abusing her. She knew about it and chose to stay with the her husband and her daughter was placed in foster care. A year ago the daughter came back into her mother's life probably because of her mother's health issues. We are supposed to take care of this woman. We have a job to do!
BUT everything inside of us is screaming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Emotions are completely out of control.
We have recently started getting into some deeper issues with our T, trying to work on our past and deal with it, which makes sense why we would be SO triggered by this now. The problem is we have no idea how to deal with this.
It always seems to work out this way. Whenever we try really hard to try to deal with something that is really hard to do something usually ALWAYS come up in our outside life that sets us so far back. The last time this happened was when our dad died. We were just starting to work on what he had done to us and then he goes and dies. Needless to say that stopped that part of our work right then there and we never went back to it. Couldn't do it.
We need to work. We need the money.
Everything is just f*ck*d up in our head right now.
Stuff like this didn't used to phase us so much but this sure has thrown us into chaos.
I am SO f*ck*ng angry. How could she do that? How does anyone do something like that? Just stand by when you know what is going on and just let it happen. AND then you chose your husband over your own kid!!!!!!!! I don't get it. Just don't f*ck*n' get it.