How does one keep believing

[rainbows]

Hi,
Just writing about what works for us....

We have pain every day. Can't stop it. Don't know how.
For yrs we kept asking God WHY ? WHY ? Why would He let persons do this to us !?
If He Loves us, HOW COULD HE DO NOTHING !? ( We were very upset a lot of the time. and in Despair )


Well, I began fighting with Scripture verses - " ...the Sword of the Spirit which is the Word of God..."
and also we put on Praise and Worship songs and began to Praise and Worship with them.

Now, even tho we are still attacked and made to suffer terrible pain every day, we actually SMILED with Joy this morning
while we were being tortured.
I Know.... we cannot hardly believe it either.

We would never have thot this could be possible.

Still feel Lonely in this and still sometimes fall into Despair, but we know what helps us and so that is what we do when we can.

We agree it is a very Personal Individual Journey.

And we are Grateful for MM. We been gone a long time and it feels like coming home.

Thank You.
from rainbows