Along with the DID

[The People]

5 years ago I had shown significant improvement. Then I got sick with the Celiac Disease. It has a component to the disease that creates depression. A percentage (forget numbers) do no recovery from that even when sticking to proper gluten free diet.

I am pretty sure I am one of these people. And it seems as if I am getting worse. And further in debt as I try to maintain a basic lifestyle. I have taken steps to eliminate unnecessary spending but once that hole sucks you in it is so hard to get out. Someone suggested that I declare bankruptcy but I just cannot do that. My limited lifestyle would become even more limited.

I am soooo angry all the time. I am hoping this subsides when I move to a quieter place and have people around me who already know me. Not thrilled about a basement ste but it is a quiet neighborhood. Friend said it isn't safe but what place is really??

But it is frustrating. I already felt unfixable before I realized this.

The photo is from a Facebook game I play. The ice castle reminds me of the moire frozen. Highly recommend it. And no, prince charming doesn't come along to ave her. She saves herself. First in a not so good way but then...