destruction

[Tangled Web]

Thanks mosaic. That is true-we will keep putting one foot in front of the other, but for now I will spend some time down on my butt surveying things..........

The degree of the feeling of loss is overwhelming-spent most of the evening crying which is new for us but couldn't control the tears and didn't have the energy to try and fight it so they fell and continued to fall.............it actually didn't cause anymore damaged-a few times I felt like I was going to a darker place but I was able to pull it back. Just sad today..........very sad