Your Biggest Surprise?

[nats]

"And the biggest surprise of all is that the more we move forward in our healing, the farther away our inner world seems. Many of us can't retreat there in the same way that we used to do. It's still our safe place, and it's still an ideal in some ways, but we can't hide there any more. We have to face the life that we've been creating in the outside world, just as we've gotten to know the inside."

hmm, yes, and didn't ever consider that others found this..

also, we always assumed that certain issues would get fixed through T, and they didn't, and that one day all the reasons we are this way would become clear, and they haven't. what's happened instead is neither of these factors bother us as much as they once did - not really my idea of healing but maybe there is something in it...