I am so angry at T

[orek]

Bummer, Tangled. I bet that was awful and scary. And maybe there was something the T could have helped you all do to make sure the buffer held in this case, but I have to admit that I can't see how our ts can predict how our systems will work in every situation or when our dissociative barriers will be breached. Eventually, they do have to be breached if we are to get well, just hopefully not in so overwhelming a manner! Are you able now, since it happened and you can't take it back, to integrate what you learned about what happened to that insider? That way, it wasn't for nothing that you went through that. Hope things calm down and you can work through this feeling of betrayal with your T.