The following warnings occurred:
Warning [2] count(): Parameter must be an array or an object that implements Countable - Line: 862 - File: showthread.php PHP 7.3.33 (Linux)
File Line Function
/showthread.php 862 errorHandler->error






Messages In This Thread
Length of dx - The People - 03-29-2015, 04:03 AM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 03-29-2015, 04:04 AM
RE: Length of dx - nats - 03-29-2015, 09:38 AM
RE: Length of dx - orek - 03-29-2015, 03:34 PM
RE: Length of dx - orek - 03-29-2015, 04:48 PM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 03-29-2015, 07:15 PM
RE: Length of dx - Tangled Web - 04-01-2015, 03:57 PM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 04-01-2015, 10:12 PM
RE: Length of dx - MakersDozn - 04-02-2015, 01:53 AM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 04-02-2015, 03:05 PM
RE: Length of dx - Dreamscapes Collectives - 04-05-2015, 09:04 AM
RE: Length of dx - Tangled Web - 04-05-2015, 03:21 PM
RE: Length of dx - nats - 04-12-2015, 09:20 AM
RE: Length of dx - MakersDozn - 04-18-2015, 03:45 PM
RE: Length of dx - cew - 04-19-2015, 03:37 PM
RE: Length of dx - MakersDozn - 04-19-2015, 06:43 PM
RE: Length of dx - cew - 04-20-2015, 09:56 AM
RE: Length of dx - nats - 04-24-2015, 04:27 PM
Length of dx
Author Message
The People Offline
Long Time Member Who grew Up Here
*****

Posts: 2,869
Threads: 1,021
Joined: Jun 2012
#1
Other/All/Unsure   Length of dx
No plans for self harm but... We had our original dx in 1992. ad a new teen show up this week. Two says there are 102 of us but we have deliberately avoided counting or tracking names, especially of those who don`t come around much.

Today I felt very overwhelmed and this was part of it. PDoc who was once a specialist in this issue wrote my FP and said that I would never get better due to early onset and number of perps and selves. So why bother going through all of this therapy and crap? WHY? Life is getting worse instead of better. I have 1 old cat and a few acquaintances. Some refer to themselves as my friends but if they were I would hear from them more often and would feel like sharing more of my life with them. The cat and my computer are my best friends.

I feel like T and PDoc are just pulling me along by a string like one of those pony toys little kids have. Plastic little ponies that do nothing but follow the leader. Why bother aside from need for forms to be filled out and meds to be written out. Instead f my life getting better and better I have less and less purpose. Why keep going and paying money? I am 56 so will never have kids to raise. The idea of dating sends me hiding in the bathroom. I try to get involved with causes but...

And sometimes I get so pissed off because all of these other causes get so much attention and we are discouraged from even speaking about our issues let alone find a support system for them.
03-29-2015, 04:03 AM
Find Reply


Messages In This Thread
Length of dx - The People - 03-29-2015, 04:03 AM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 03-29-2015, 04:04 AM
RE: Length of dx - nats - 03-29-2015, 09:38 AM
RE: Length of dx - orek - 03-29-2015, 03:34 PM
RE: Length of dx - orek - 03-29-2015, 04:48 PM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 03-29-2015, 07:15 PM
RE: Length of dx - Tangled Web - 04-01-2015, 03:57 PM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 04-01-2015, 10:12 PM
RE: Length of dx - MakersDozn - 04-02-2015, 01:53 AM
RE: Length of dx - The People - 04-02-2015, 03:05 PM
RE: Length of dx - Dreamscapes Collectives - 04-05-2015, 09:04 AM
RE: Length of dx - Tangled Web - 04-05-2015, 03:21 PM
RE: Length of dx - nats - 04-12-2015, 09:20 AM
RE: Length of dx - MakersDozn - 04-18-2015, 03:45 PM
RE: Length of dx - cew - 04-19-2015, 03:37 PM
RE: Length of dx - MakersDozn - 04-19-2015, 06:43 PM
RE: Length of dx - cew - 04-20-2015, 09:56 AM
RE: Length of dx - nats - 04-24-2015, 04:27 PM

Forum Jump: